In 38 days, things will be so rubixed that not a soul will truly know, completely, what to do with their life. There will be those who claim they have things all figured out. But you don't. And truth be told neither do they. In one months time, all the people you know will be scattered across the four winds.
Some people make things black and White, clean cut and clear, smooth and precise as a blade in a misfits wrist. Things are done on impulse, without a second thought of if what they're doing is right. I'm somewhere in between.
As of late, I once again find my existence to be quite meaningless. All my friends have found lovers and I'm lost with not much of a direction not much of a road. I have become the fifth wheel. The X in 2n+X. And I really want to refrain from being here. But somehow, I feel I deserve it.